See you again // Wiz Khalifa

Been 1 week and 2 days since school started. I am still very much confused with the subjects I'm taking. Just earlier, I was doing my Econs tutorial, I went to refer to my Stats lecture notes. This is like the infinite time I'm referring to the wrong notes. Mugging with the 01'Club, Hweeleng and Weiheng are the last men standing, including me of course. Really thankful to have classmates to motivate me to study. If we do not have this skype session, I would really just surf the internet the whole day and not get any shit done.

My life for the past few days has just been really boring. Had like a fire drill in school today, if there really was a fire, I would have been burnt to death. At the rate that people are escaping the building, hardly anyone could have survived the fire. We had to escape to the school outdoor stadium and it was scotching hot even though there were slight drizzles of rain. I wore a denim jacket and was suffering from the intense heat. If i stayed there any longer, I might have heat stroke, just saying. But everyone treat the fire drill as a joke though and it took very long, like about 20 mins just to walk to the stadium, when actually it is just a 10 min walk. There was like jams on the way and many people kept pausing to take pictures and snapchat video of what's happening, I am one of them.

Sigh and I have this thing bugging me since the start of this week, like I've forgot to bring something along with me. It is just a really bad feeling, I feel so empty. Am I feeling physically empty or emotionally empty? Sigh, I really want to see him badly but our timing keeps clashes and when I'm free, he's not, vice versa. I wonder when can we really meet. He keeps postponing our meet-ups too. I just really hope we will see each other soon. 

School is tough for me, and I need to release my stress. I want to forget about everything and start anew. Some times, I wish I could just filter out unwanted memories so I can just focus on my studies and not let other things affect me. I'm not kidding when I say I am really aiming for 4.0 GPA. This is really tough on my side and I just wish people would stop making it tough for me. Stop making me think about you everyday, stop ignoring me, please. 

It's been a long day, without you my friend. Oh I'll tell you all about it when I see you again.

Its been a long way, from where we began and I'll tell you all about it when I see you again.

Its really been so long since we last met. Hope to see you soon. Goodnight earthlings, sugar dreams.